Outrunningthoughts

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Monthly Archives: November 2011

Being grouded sucks.

Bah!
My situation right now…just sucks. Sucks so much.
Why do I have to be grounded? ITS THE WEEKEND FOR ****’s SAKE!
Let me summarize my entire weekend activity: “Sleep”.
Sleeping is my great escape from boredom. It’s amazing because I get whisked away into an amazing world of my mind, filled with awe and wonder and where anything can happen. Sadly I made this huge mistake a few hours ago…I  feel asleep as soon as I got home, and now I have to be bored late at night cuz now I can’t sleep.

At least it ain’t all that bad, I’ve been keeping myself busy.
Giving my thanks to Coby for lessening the blow of not being able to go out tonight. He reopened my eyes to our goal and how it is now very much possible for me to attain this goal due to my epic circumstance (which I will talk about in the near future).
What am I talking about? Well, are you ready to feast your eyes on something so marvelous, it’ll make you cry? Maybe you will cry if you have a craptop and check out one of the most awesome thing ever created. The Alienware M18x gaming laptop!!
*whistle*
Check that beauty out. And guess what? It is very possible for me to get this for Christmas! Booyaahh!

Okay…yes I admit this is a pretty lame way of spending a friday night, but I’m grounded.
Another issue is that I was actually ALLOWED  to go somewhere tonight. My mom gave me the thumbs up  when I asked her if I could spend the night at a friend’s.
See, my mom is very selective and critical about my friends. But if you somehow get on her goodside and gain her approval, she’ll treat you like family.    This was the case with my friend, Marco, when he invited me and Coby over to his place 2 days ago. Of course, I was ecstatic because I knew it meant doing something besides school this week. But as lady luck would have it…he got grounded and the whole thing’s cancelled.
*sigh*
Good news is that half my sentence ends tomorrow and I can get my desktop back. Still can’t go out though.
Well, I’ll probably spend my weekend playing HoN all day.

So I should probably end this here?
I’m not actually even supposed to use the internet, so prolonged usage might get me into more trouble.
My mom just came in and asked me if I wanted to extend my sentence. Not looking forward to that at all so I should probably get off.

Til next time.

Life, why you so hard?

Deciding to write about a few things right now since I just can’t muster the will to study for this long ass quiz tomorrow. I’ll get into details in a bit.
I’m such a procrastinator.
Rambling my brain on something to write about. Well, I do have one specific topic to write about. It’s actually been eating away at me the whole day now, but I thought it would be better to mention it a bit later in my blog. You know…as my final statement/story thing. So my problem now is looking for a topic.

Here’s one…
Homework.
Homework’s a bitch. Especially reports. The fact that you have to research and compile and stand in front of an audience of your peers and chatter away nervously is one hell of the biggest bitches out there.
I’m one of those people who dislike studying. Ha. So is 95% of the entire world’s student population.
Thing is though…is that I’m one of those people who don’t ever study but still manage to pass.
To those people who can do this: Hell yeah. We’re awesome.
To everyone else: Sucks for you.
But I digress.
There’s just this one single thing I hate about reporting: The actual ‘research’. It’s the only actual time I really have any form of studying going on.
Laziness FTW.
But this isn’t the worse part of it though. Supposedly, I’ll be reporting with twelve of my other ‘lucky’ classmates tomorrow about different topics on Aircraft repairs and sh*t.
Well I must have been the hand of fate’s favorite sucker, because I got ‘Damage Necessitating on the Replacement of Parts’.
Google doesn’t know the f*ck that means…and Google’s supposed to know everything.
So here I am. Sitting like a dump f*ck, without any material to work on because search engines don’t know what ‘Damage Necessitating on the Replacement of Parts’ means. Sure, I tried other variants of the phrase like ‘aviation damage that need part replacing’ or ‘when to replace broken airplane parts’. The best thing the searches came up with is this.
Oh yeah. This piece of poo laptop doesn’t have PowerPoint. Yay.

Trivia: It’s almost 11pm and I still haven’t done my report OR study for this epicly long quiz tomorrow. I wouldn’t sweat the quiz, but I was absent half the day if you remember, and I do not know what it’s going to be about.
Let’s say this is a ‘special case’.

Actually, the reason why I haven’t been studying is because…well…I can’t. As much as I try to muster the little strength I need to read my text book (its a big-ass text book) is because of…this girl.
Let’s call her Bee.
Thing is, me and Bee had this thing a month ago. We hit it off like Babe Ruth (greatest baseball player eva) and was one of the best months in my life.
I won’t go into details on what happened cuz there’s a truck load of drama in this story and I don’t have time to write down all of it (maybe in a future blog), so I’ll cut to the chase.
We haven’t talked in 3 days. I bumped into her a couple of times yesterday and we exchanged glances, but that was it.
Gosh, I can’t get her out of my mind. I didn’t think she would affect me this much. She was just supposed to be a fling. Nothing more! So then…why? Nah. I lie. I was actually very serious about her. It’s sad. I’m sad. I promised her I’d take her to a 3D movie and teach her to use chopsticks and…MAC STOP IT.
I’m really trying my hardest to forget her. Not completely though, cuz I still have the intention of being her friend for the next several years and because that’s just mean. I just wanna forget those lovey-dovey feelings I have for her so I can get back with my life.  That would work for a while, but then I get careless and think about her and all the times we had and would have had. I would catch myself and ensue smacking myself thinking, “Dude! What the fudge?! Get over her!

*sigh*
Anyway, I hope this’ll pass. If not, then I’ll forever be an anti-social, emo guy failing school due to depression and heartbrokennessness.

I should probably leave this here?
Maybe I’ll start telling people that I actually have a blog. That way, I won’t just be writing to myself as an excuse to procrastinate. Ha.
*looks at textbook and notes*
Damn you conventional school system. I miss PACES.
No…no Mac. Reserve that topic for another day. Start working.
Damn you subconscious.

Til next time.

Bro. (Trying Quick Press)

Right now, I’m chatting with one of my bros.
His name is Coby. He’s awesome, but he can be a pussy sometimes. Gawd, he can’t even convince his girl to go on a date with him. Oh well.
In time he’ll be confident enough to ask her to be his girlfriend without whining about being shot…hopefully.

 

Oh look. Blogging.

So I started a blog.  I really don’t know why, but I just had the urge to do so. Boredom maybe?

My name is Mac. Hi.  I really don’t have any general knowledge on what to talk about on a ‘blog’. I was told it can be about anything. Sounds easy! I should just blog about anything. Only problem with that is…there’s a sh*t load of ‘anything’.

Well, since I’m already started writing ‘something’, it’s too late to stop I guess.

I’m in half my uniform right now. I’m a college student in an aeronautical school, 1st year.
Wanna know something? My first period starts at 8am and right now, it’s about 11:30.
Gawd, I’m such a bad student.
This’ll be a one time thing though. I wasn’t really in the mood to spend money on lunch. I’m saving up for something awesome. *wink wink*

So I’ll probably leave this here? Man. This is such a short blog. My word count is…160(?) at the moment. Can’t blame me though.
I just jumped into writing without anything in mind.

About to have lunch then hurry to school. Hopefully I didn’t miss much. I’m having a club sandwich and friend fish. Personally, I think it’s a weird combo but at the same time, I don’t really care. It IS still food after all.

I’ll update this blog soon. Probably more info about me and what’s going on with me and what I think about the world. Hmmm… sounds about right.
That’s what my blog is going to be about then. My Outrunning thoughts.

Til next time.